The older i get the more trapped i feel. You really can’t choose the family you get hun? This is bullshit. If I told them my feelings I would have been made fun of, but I didn’t and were made fun of anyways. If I didn’t told them I was going away for a while, I was going to have them on my neck, so I told them and yet, I have them on my neck anyways. I’m so done with this fucking family. I’m so paranoid. I’m afraid I can’t have any social media bc they’re gonna get me there and invade my space. I just want to be left alone. And I know that for that to happen i either disappear, go to another fcking country far from here or get myself killed. I’m so fcking messed up. When you keep fighting the same battles, you start thinking they’re not worth fighting for anymore.








